Dana's Random Thoughts... Rants... Ideas... Etc...

I am a wife. I am a Mother. I am a Daughter. I am a Sister. I am a Friend. But...... Who is Dana? I donnno.... I haven't had the pleasure of her company for a long time. I think it's time I find out. I'm using this blog to log tid-bits, thoughts etc.. about me. Maybe someday I'll figure it out.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Kids kids kids everywhere!

I love my children.
They are wonderful kids....
they are smart.
they are friendly
they are cute.
BUT...........
I need a moment away.
I am on this journey of self discovery,
well, that will never happen unless I am able to take off my "Mommy" hat every now and then.
hmmmm now to find out how, when, & where.

Friday, September 29, 2006

Gee... I'm a ray of sunshine tonight!

I just started this blog tonight.. and Man maybe I should have waited till tomorrow. I'll work on the "happy-go-lucky-Dana" later.

Feeling sorry for myself tonight.....

I am sitting here thinking about the fact that our episode of ABC "Wife Swap" will air in such a short time. (Oct 16th)

I am fully aware of the fact that I am going to be majorly depressed when it airs.

"My name is Dana, and I am FAT!"
I'm not "plump"
I'm not "pudgy"
I'm not "chunky"
I am F-A-T FAT!

I like to think I am a intelligent strong person.
But for some reason I cannot seem to get un-fat.

I diet.
I eat less move more.. etc etc etc...
and do I lose? Nope.
I go up and down. by maybe 9lbs.

I think I need to go see a Dr. Maybe my Thyroid is outta whack.
Maybe my Hormones are messed up.

It sure would be nice to have some other reason to blame this Fatness on other than myself.

I'm sick

I don't get it,
How can your nose be so stuffed up that NO AIR can pass to allow you to breathe...
And at the same time. Thick Mucus can literally POUR out of it?!?!?!?!